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Your Story Isn't Over.

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"You have the most perfect life. The adoring husband, three beautiful children, and everything just looks so beautiful and perfect!" I smiled through clinched teeth, and held back the tears as far as the car till I broke down. While this is true, I have beautiful children, and a husband who is wonderful.  My life is full of blessings that I don't deserve, yet the Lord has proved to be such a giving God, over and over again. Yet I couldn't help but cringe because my life is far from perfect, and that particular day I had experienced a panic attack, and was having one of my low days. This was from our recent family get away.  This was a high day.  Anything outdoors makes this mama happy!  You see, I have been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Depression, Anxiety, and Insomnia. I wont go into the details to the root of these other then I have faced many traumas in my life, and still find myself suffering. So I have high days, and then I